the holiday sadness is starting

The holiday sadness hit me a little bit today. I was vacuuming when it hit.  I am guessing partly, because this is the first day in like 2 weeks that I slept in and didn't have anything urgent pop up, and had time to "think".   Partly because I have 1-2 people constantly bugging me, I haven't got your Christmas list, what do you reallllly want!   I have to be nice because one of these is my mother in law.  I seriously think she just doesn't get it.  I keep trying to remind her it's a gift so whatever YOU want to get me is what you are going to  get anyways.  ( I've tried giving her lists, pictures, sizes, etc ) but she is not a detailed person. She doesn't like when I tell her, you can't buy what I want.   So if you are listening Santa,  the 2 things I want:  1) a child  -- I'm not picky, a boy, or girl,  surprise me !    2) one more day with my dad -- I don't think i'm being unreasonable I'm not asking for months, years, or decads,, just one more day,, heck i'd even settle for a minute or an hour.