2WW

So you thought once you got pregnant that the 2ww is over . Wrong !

Today at my 28 week appt. I've heard well we 'll wait and see in 2 weeks. 

I told my dr, physically I feel fine. Mentally I am beat down from all the appts& games. He said it is in my best interest to keep all the NST appts and BPP's. & the weekly shots ( here they don't let us do at home. ) make sure I'm getting lots of sleep & exercise & eating well. So calc that out people at least another 30 appts. ( minimum)  

Then he suggests that maybe I go get a massage.  Wtf. In what time, I'm always at the doctor or making up work for missed hours. He's usually good for suggesting dinner out or a weekend away. But knowing I can't eat anythig but rabbit food & he hasn't given the all clear for marital relations (!!!!!) what else is he going to suggest. Well if I'm still feeling blah next time, maybe he'll prescribe some anti-depressant. 

Really I would have liked him to say go home & have half a glass of wine. Yeah. So not feeling much better. 

Peanut is till kicking away. Hb was 145 today. 

So in attempt to better my mood, before I went back to work, I drove thru the nice big house part of town . 

Lovely trees