When you start a new cycle, are you one of those ladies who checks to see what your estimated due date is, if you conceive that cycle?
I admit on occasion I do check it.
Today I realized, that this is my last cycle to TTC , that would result in a due date before I turn 4-0.
I'm not sure how I feel about not TTC anymore, or still holding on for hope. I am a bit discouraged, because I contacted my doctors office earlier in the week to get a refill on my progesterone & they haven't called it in yet.
Is that a sign?
I'll be praying, for clarity in what to do.
I used to check, but I haven't done that in a LONG time!
ReplyDeleteIt's tough because as a practitioner I know how it calculate an eta for a baby and the estimated time of conception. When we first got pregnant I did it then after we miscarried I couldn't even think about it. Sometimes when I am extra hopeful during the 2ww I figure out a possible due date but I don't do my special calculations. I try not to do that so I don't get wrapped up in thinking we conceived or what would have been because, for me it sets me into a really unhealthy pattern.
ReplyDelete*I meant to not it.
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